kasukabe12

Hey guys, it's me, Kasukabe12 (Jess), this is I don't know if it's important but I feel like I need to get this out in the open mostly cause I know my family (other than my cousin, whom I trust, not going to say name) doesn't know about this website so it's like I can freely write this without them knowing (other than my cousin). If you don't know I have two older sisters and four nieces. I am the youngest of three, my oldest sister had three kid and the second oldest has only one child but I want to talk about my oldest sister she had been married for about 13 or 14 years with this lazy, asshole pray to God he doesn't find but I doubt but I'm paranoid for all the wrong reasons. I hate this guy and I don't use the word hate regarding people for for food yes but for people no I don't normally hate people had a great dislike for them yeah that's one thing but to hate a person is another thing for me. It has gotten as far as to where I can't stand the sound of his voice and every time some look at him wrong or mention his name in a conversation he will go off for seemingly no reason and when ever he and my sister get into a fight everyone around them gets pulled in and if (this only happened once to me) anyone tried to put their two cents in they get shouted to mind their own damn business he had little to no respect for anyone but the one thing that pisses me off is that whenever he and my sister get into a fight one minute they are fighting the next they are buddy buddy pretty much sweeping all their shit under the rug now this shit head had been arrested 3-4 times and my mom blames herself for having her marrying him and now when ever my sister has the chance she would blame my mom for them marrying when he got arrested the first time my mom tried to get them divorced and offered to pay for it but she said no. Every time they get into a fight she would blow up and he would threaten to live stream it on FB painting my sister in a bad light and to make himself look like victim when in fact the other way around cause he would never listen once he tried to that to me only he didn't get response from me as he would get from my sister. She even said that she wanted a divorce with him but she hasn't done it no I can't talk this to either of them cause I cant the asshole (My sisters husband) and I really don't want to get into it with my sister cause I don't like conflicts and worry that if I say something they would use my words against me cause I want to tell them "This is your mess clean it up and I'll clean up my mess" recently I brought up to mother that I might need therapy for issues I am going through because of my sister and her shithead of husband I don't know if I really need therapy or just assurance to talk to someone knowing they won't say anything if he somehow found I said some colorful words about him I would talk about this to my cousin but I don't want to drag her into my mess but here is the thing when I hang out with my cousin every other week the though of going to therapy seems stupid till I get home and the thought of therapy seems reasonable cause my sister is in a failing relationship and so is my mom it's not as bad as my sisters and whenever I see my sisters husband the thought of me being in a relationship only for it to be a failed relationship terrifies me parts of me says that if I get in a relationship with someone it will just like theirs a failing loveless one and another part is aware that the chances of my future relationship with someone is very low but the thought of me being in a failing and or a loveless relationship is an occurring thought that happens when I'm home and it bothers me so much their are things I want to say to them but can't. You don't have comment of this I just want to get this out there cause feel like if I put this in my Journal he would find it and read it but at the same time know he wont do that yes that's how paranoid I am I don't put sensitive stuff like this in my journal in fear someone would read it and spread it around to others who I don't knowing about said information in my Journal no my mom doesn't read my journal or look in on my computers history.
To add some info in the only reason my mom got my sister and her husband to marry is cause we're a Christian family. Once she saw how much trouble he is she offered to pay for their divorce and the offer is still on the table still. I can't stand him cause he accused me of being an atheist cause I don't go to Church every Sunday and that he can see devil horns on my head called me fat, lazy, good for nothing person who does nothing but stuff my face with junk food funny coming from a guy who is equally lazy good for nothing person who also doesn't have a job I am okay with being called fat and lazy cause that's what I am fat an lazy but what I do mind is someone shit fuck calling me and atheist cause I'm not I actually know a atheist and they are nicer than this self claimed Christian I don't see myself as a good Christian cause I don't go to Church every Sunday but still say I'm a Christian if someone asks if I am and no I don't push my beliefs onto people cause most Christians cause most Christian gives other Christians a bad rep.
I feel a bit better typing all this out not a lot just a wee bit you know.

Me-*Drags 1P!Amaerica and 2P!America knocked out bodies to the basement and kicks them in it* !!! You didn't see shit.
You-Okay but why though.
Me-No reason *Throws your parent(s) down there*
You-WHAT THE!
Me-Don't worry about it child.
You-You don't know how old I am! I could be older than you!
Me-True so shut up. Anyway *throws random family members in basement*
You-Will you stop that?
Me-Come here I'll tell you why.
You-Okaaaaay.*gets push in basement*
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I wanted to do this in the most dramatic way possible so last night i got an idea for what you ask. Well it's simple. 2P!Brother!America and 1P!America x Reader is back. I vision so differently but whatever. I really did though. ... Anyway its back I would say I read the last draft of chapter 3 but cringed and i didnt read it yet. So it will be the same but different than before you will never know what changed. I think. I mean the editor might know. ..... So its back and this time there is a plot twist a major twist how only time and me not being lazy will tell. The series is set to return in ... uhm in I want to say October but no that's way to long. Next week yes next week probably we'll see. If your excited for the Family Reunion thing to come back please comment or fave this I mean it's hard to say if you guys really enjoy my "noobie-ish" work or not so please let me know if you are super excited as I am to finally continue with the dead series. Don't worry the other series is still on hiatus till summer of this year. I promise I swear. But please leave a comment about a bunny. Bunnies are awesome.

Fan Fiction . . .    Writing days . . . Published date . . . Website it will be published to-
Driven To Insanity-   Sun-Tue             Tue                Here, AO3, Wattpad(?)
Whisk Me Away-        Tue-Thu             Thu                AO3, Wattpad(?)
My Cute Little Kid~ty Thu-Sat             Sat                Here(?), AO3, Wattpad

The schedule will be put in effect on Saturday.

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Driven To Insanity- AO3(weekly) DeviantART(Monthly) Wattpad(Monthly)
Whisk Me Away- AO3(Weekly) Wattpad(Monthly(?))
My Cute Little Kid~ty AO3(Weekly) Wattpad(Monthly) DeviantART(Monthly(?))

This schedule will be put in effect Saturday April 22 2017.
The next chapter of Driven To Insanity is still currently in the making and will be posted Saturday.
The chapters for here will be published on April 29, 2017.

This is the schedule for the the Fan Fictions. As of Saturday this will be the schedule.
Since the next chapter of Driven To Insanity is still in making Whisk Me Away is on pause till Saturday. So Sun-Tue will be for Driven To Insanity and shown above.

I might post Whisk Me Away and My Cute Little Kid~ty at the end of the month if there at lest two or three chapters made. So till then thank you for reading this.  

Hey guys the next chapter will be posted on AO3 next week since i haven't been working on it all that much this week, yeah sorry, and not to mention the writers block. SO know that the small writers block is gone I know what to write or type next. If you notice this isn't you typical BillDip fanfic where Bill is like "Dipper give me a second chance I have somehow change and I love you"  and where Dipper be like "Okay lets fuck" and all that shit or where Bill be like "I don't know how the human body works TEACH ME DIPPER!" or something along those lines. I wanted to have Bill the way he is. An asshole who speaks two langues(or more) English and Sarcasm you know how Bill is in the show. Also and since Bill is a demon he had no emotions and is new to it. Anyway the plan for Bill who plans to use Dipper to help him rule the world is to use the 7 steps of getting someone on your side. I really cant explain it all that well just go watch MatPat Video Theorist on the (apparent) shitty movie 50 shades of gray (i heard the movie was bad). That will be heavily influence the next chapter.
Also Bill be portrayed as an evil asshole just like how Ships_and_Dip(Wattpad) portrays him in her three book series its amazing i suggest you read that her work it's amazing.
Anyway Bill will be using the 7 steps to get Dipper on his side.
Also I didn't state as to who Bill made that bet with cause lets face it we all know who she is.
But for those who don't know I might post a side series call The Specials basically revolving around the characters in the series such as Bill's Bet, and so forth.

Thank You for loving this Driven To Insanity series to me it's the longest type series that I have typed before seeing you guys fav it makes my day.

A thought just came to me: I believe that good people pretend to be bad people to protect someone and trick them into thinking that they are the only blocking the path ahead of them but instead is protecting in meeting the real bad people and the horrors that the world can offer. And that sometime bad people can be good by pushing those they also want to protect by showing them that world can terrifying and not everyone can be easily trusted as they had hoped they could be. Makes you wonder, huh?